4 fucking years since we last saw each other.
I still remember the day I never saw Jared Leto again.
"Jared, will you ever forget me?" She said,He was twirling her dark red hair through his fingers, his arms resting at her waist.
"No,June. Never" He said. His band 30 Seconds To Mars just hit a record deal and they were off to tour the world.
"Promise?" June said hopefully. Jared smiled
"Promise" he kissed her cheek and walked towards the bus. He turned around.
"Goodbye, June Hawthorne!"
"Goodbye,Jared Leto!" she called back.
That was 4 years ago.
He forgot me completely.
Leaving me here to suffocate on our memories.
I have gotten not one phone call from him.
I have since moved on and I'm getting married tomorrow.
I invited Jared and Shannon to the wedding on a whim.
I'm still really close with Shannon.
At least he took the time to call me once a month.
My fiance is a huge fan on 30 Seconds To Mars.
Thats probibly why he's marrying me, because
I'm was involved with Jared.
"Do you,June Hawthorne, Take Mitch Jullian, to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health,until death do you part?" the Preacher said to me.
I looked to the crowd.
Jared lokked at me sadly and got up and left the church.
I looked at Mitch and said:
"Hold on,"I said and ran down the isle.
I caught up with Jared in the garden.
"June,why are you getting married behind my back?"He said angerly.
"Because I gave up! You didn't call once in the past 4 years! I'm fucking lucky Shannon got the chance to call once a month!"I yelled.
"I was to scared to talk to you. I thought you changed and didn't want to talk! I wanted you to call me!"
"Oh and you tell now? I waited for you,Jared. On breaks and home stops, and you never came!" I started to cry.
"June don't cry. I wrote Attack for you. I thought we left it all behind on my driveway the day that I left." He said.
I grabbed his jacket.
"We did! Jared, don't you get it? It's over. We finished it. I'm not yours anymore! As much as i want to I can't. I have to patch it back up with Mitch. Thanks for the memories,Jared, but 4 years, 4 years is to long for one to wait. I'm forgetting you today." I said violently.
I walked back into the church and regained my spot up on the alter.
6 months later
I blocked the blow from Mitch.
"Never, ever talk to him again!" My drunk husband screeched.
He caught me on the phone with Shannon. Again.
With the minimal time I got to talk with him, He told me that Jared has been writing songs like crazy.
That name relesed a torrent of memories.
"I won't Mitch,I won't." I said, sobbing.
I snuck back to the kitchen.
I called Shannon's cell.
"Shannon,it's June. Can I talk to Jared?"
yay for jared :)